I don’t wish her happiness.
I wish her emptiness.
So that everytime she is with them in any way,
She feels a emptiness inside,
That is ever so hallow.
I want her to feel love in her head,
And a nothingness in her heart.
4/11/14 - This Is My Declaration Of Moving On
The Last 3 Years Were Just PretendAnd I saidGoodbye To YouGoodbye to everything I knewYou were the One thing I LovedThe One thing I tried to hold on tooAnd when the stars fall I will lye awakeYou’re my shooting starGoodbye To You
I dont check her instagram.
But I just did.
And I’m pretty sure she has a girlfriend.
So there are all these I care about you posts to me while her lips and where she lyes at night with another.
This is pretty great that I found out this way.
One i don’t have to make a fool out of myself again.
Also….. I felt relieved.
Like I could finally breath,
Since she’s the only one who ever managed to leave me breathless and speechless.
Now that she’s has someone,
There is no reason to be holding my breath anymore.
I just know she and I will be together one day.
But if that takes her being with other people other than me for a while…..
I say let her.
She needs someone to care for her so much that she couldn’t even wait….
I’ll let her have that.
It just means I can have someone too.